Sunday, 7 July 2013

Diary Post #25 *Fresh Starts*

Dear Diary...

Yesterday I received a message that in my heart, I have been waiting for, for the past 8 months. I guess in one respect I shouldn't be so happy about it but I just can't help it. 8 months ago my best friend met a guy when we were on a night out & long story short, they got together & he made it clear to me from day one that he didn't like me & that he was going to make sure my best friend didn't bother with me anymore either.. of course she became so "sucked in" by his bullshit because she thought she loved him that I ended up ending our friendship. No fault of hers whatsoever, I just couldn't stand back & watch her be with him when I could see what he was really like, so I took a step back & well, I let her see for herself what he was truly like. 

Okay so it has taken 8 months, but she finally became strong enough to kick him out of hers & her son's house & out of their lives forever &  found this out yesterday evening when she messaged me thanking me for wishing her son a Happy Birthday. I have always said that when she finally came to her senses I would be here, because she is my best friend & that is what friends do right? I know that some people think I am crazy, because "she dropped me for a guy" but what girl hasn't been so in love that she's ditched her friends? Some people also don't understand the connection that I have with her, & the connection that our boys have with each other. 

From the day that I ended our friendship I have been so depressed if truth be told, i've felt like something was missing. I tried making myself some new friends & moving on, but it wasn't working. She is the ONLY person I have ever had that "connection" with, she understood me like no other friend ever has, & I have missed her & her son so damn much.

Tomorrow I am seeing her & her son (yey) for the first time since February & I am kinda nervous i'll admit, but I am also a little excited too, I am excited for our boys, because they have both been asking after each other for months. & now I am just hoping that next time she meets someone, they're the right one. No man should ever expect his girlfriend/wife to give up her friends.. a girl needs her friends & I know one thing is for sure, I can't wait to have my best friend back :) 

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