Today I am so close to tears. Joel's 3rd birthday is only one more sleep away. This time 3 years ago I was terrified, terrified as to what the future would hold once my baby came into the world. We had such a battle ahead of us, & I really didn't know if we'd make it. but I believed in my boy & each day for the past 3 years he has shown me the true meaning of love. He has shown me how to be a mum, & he has shown me the world through his eyes. He is my inspiration to keep going, he is my whole world & I am so proud of my little boy. I think back to when I was asked if I wanted to terminate at 20 weeks pregnant & I am so glad that I listened to my heart, because when my son was born, I was born again too.
He is my world & I am going to give him the best day that he deserves tomorrow (Friday) The dark clouds are behind us now, we've come through the hard times & now it's on to all the good times!
I love you Joel. <3