One day I will learn not to get so close to friends that I make on the internet.. because when I have a bad day & the depression threatens to take over, I cant control my gob.. never mind my thoughts.
I am sorry for what I said. I am sorry for how I acted & I am just sorry from the bottom of my heart..
not that I can take any of it back now but there you go! yet again I screw up something else that was actually good in my life, & now i'm left with what? with people that dislike me!